Tuesday 9 September 2008

1957

The Thin People by Sylvia Plath
They are always with us, the thin people
Meager of dimension as the gray people

On a movie-screen.
They Are unreal, we say:

It was only in a movie, it was only
In a war making evil headlines when we

Were small that they famished and
Grew so lean and would not round

Out their stalky limbs again though peace
Plumped the bellies of the mice

Under the meanest table.
It was during the long hunger-battle

They found their talent to persevere
In thinness, to come, later,

Into our bad dreams, their menace
Not guns, not abuses,

But a thin silence.
Wrapped in flea-ridded donkey skins,

Empty of complaint, forever
Drinking vinegar from tin cups: they wore

The insufferable nimbus of the lot-drawn
Scapegoat. But so thin,

So weedy a race could not remain in dreams,
Could not remain outlandish victims

In the contracted country of the head
Any more than the old woman in her mud hut could

Keep from cutting fat meat
Out of the side of the generous moon when it

Set foot nightly in her yard
Until her knife had pared

The moon to a rind of little light.
Now the thin people do not obliterate

Themselves as the dawn
Grayness blues, reddens, and the outline

Of the world comes clear and fills with color.
They persist in the sunlit room: the wallpaper

Frieze of cabbage-roses and cornflowers pales
Under their thin-lipped smiles,

Their withering kingship.
How they prop each other up!

We own no wilderness rich and deep enough
For stronghold against their stiff Battalions.

See, how the tree boles flatten
And lose their good browns

If the thin people simply stand in the forest,
Making the world go thin as a wasp's nest

And grayer; not even moving their bones.

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I wanted to explode, light the sky for an instant and disappear.

Yukio Mishima

When I was in Cardiff, I bought some shelves and a small bedside table from Habitat. Not your usual mini-break buys I suppose. Assembling flat pack furniture isn't my strong suit, at least, I don't think it's my strong suit, I haven't ever actually tried my hand at putting together anything other than Mouse Trap when I was younger and that's tricky enough.

I've put the shelves up. They're more like boxes that sit on the wall than shelves. The bigger one is about the size of a shoe box, the other is more gift box size. I loved them in the shop and I love them on my wall but I'm at a loss as to what to put on/in them. Currently they're playing host to some nic-nacs, the smaller one is housing an ornament I was given for my fourth birthday (hence the big number four on it), it's a blonde girl (like me) wearing a dress made of holly (unlike me, I prefer clothes made of fabric but my name is holly, only spelt differently). I shoved some cards on top of the bigger box and put a small collection of breweriana on the lower shelf in the form of a Babycham bambi, a Pony and although that frame was empty when I took that picture, it now contains a Babycham beermat from the 60s just because it's survived all this time I don't want to be the one to ruin it by putting a drink on it.

I also recently bought some white floating shelves, I've got three and have managed to get one put up but it's much harder than it seems, or so I'm told so I'm still waiting for the other two to be put up. I put a few books on it to try it out.

I bought a lumber jack style shirt from Topshop in Cardiff as well.


Photo Credit: Me.

Currently listening to: Another Invented Disease - Manic Street Preachers

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Monday 1 September 2008

Deprivation is for me what daffodils were for Wordsworth

Philip Larkin

I've added a few more blogs to the Reads sections:

3191
Abby Try Again
Polkadots & Vodkashots


Currently listening to: the rain falling outside my window.

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Everything's for sale


Every now and then I go through eBay phases where I scour the house looking for things to sell. I am currently going through one such phase and at the moment I have listed a Tinkerbell snowglobe, a Me to You snowglobe, a job lot of shampoo or conditioner, a handbag, more tshirts than I care to count and some curling tongs that I could never get on with.


I've also become quite partial to selling my wares on Amazon as well, I've got lots of books, DVDs and CDs listed that I've grown bored of and have decided I'd rather have the money than a CD/DVD/book that I won't listen to/watch/read again.

Photo credit: me.

Currently listening to: Cruel Summer - Bananarama

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